I SAW YOU 2DAY...RIH!

I SAW YOU TODAY...
YES
THAT IS WHAT I SAID
I SAW YOU 2DAY
I STEPPED ON THE BUS
AND
MY HEART WENT TO MY FEET
MY EYES FILLED WITH TEARS
AND
MY VOICE WAS FULL OF CRACKLES
AS I PASSED THIS WOMAN
WHO LOOKED LIKE YOUR TWIN
GLASSES AND ALL
I HAD TO SAY SOMETHING
I HAD TO SEE IF IT WAS ALL A DREAM
IF IT ALL WAS A BAD PRANK
SOMEBODY HAD PLAYED ON ME
IF THAT WAS YOU SITING THERE
RIGHT THERE!
RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF ME!
THE SIMILARITIES WERE JUST TOO GREAT
FOR ME TO IGNORE
AND
WHEN I STARTED TO TALK TO HER
THE TEARS BEGAN TO HIT THE FLOOR
I SAID
YOU LOOK JUST LIKE MY AUNTIE
AS TEARS WERE FALLING DOWN MY FACE
LIKE A SILENT WATERFALL
HIDDEN IN THE DEEP DARK WOODS
...SHE SAID
ARE YOU OK
I SAID
YES AND NO......
SEE
MY AUNTIE IS DEAD
AND
I ALMOST PASSED OUT
THEY CAUGHT ME
AND
TOOK ME TO MY SEAT
AS I PULLED MY HOOD OVER MY HEAD
AND
PLACED MY HEAD PHONES IN MY EARS
ALL I COULD DO
IS THINK OF YOUR FACE
AND
HER FACE
AND
YOUR GLASSES
AND
HER GLASSES
THEY WERE EXACTLY THE SAME
SEE
MY HEART IS STILL HURTING
AND
MY EMOTIONS STILL UNSTABLE
WHEN IT COMES TO YOU AUNTIE
MY WORLD WAS TORN APART
MY BREATH FEELS FAINT
I MIGHT NEED TO CALM DOWN
MY INHALER IS EMPTY
AND
I AM FAR FROM HOME
O GOD WHY
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN
I AM HIDING IN THE DARKNESS OF MY HEART
IN A BLACK HOLE OF MY EMOTIONAL STATE
MY LOVE FOR YOU
WAS
AND
IS REAL
NEVER TO LEAVE ME
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
AND
I WISH I COULD JUST HAVE ONE MORE DAY
JUST SO I COULD MAKE SURE
YOU KNEW THAT
TO MAKE SURE YOU KNEW
OF MY FEELINGS
BECAUSE BLOOD IS NOT
I REPEAT
NOT THICKER THAN WATER
WHEN THE WATER RUNS THROUGH
EACH OF OUR VEINS
IT FEELS LIKE BLOOD
THEY SAY FRIENDS
ARE
FAMILY WE CHOOSE
WELL
I HAVE BEEN CHOOSING
MY FAMILY ALL MY LIFE
YOU WERE THERE
WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS
AND
FOR THAT
I AM FOR EVER
THANKFUL
THANK YOU AUNTIE
I MISS YOU SO
I HOLD A PIECE OF YOU
IN MY HEART
AND
DEEP DOWN IN MY SOUL
TRUST ME
WHEN I SAY
I LOVE YOU
FOR NOW
AND
FOR ALL
OF
INFINITY!
REST IN PEACE AUNTIE!